"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Thursday, October 04, 2007
i wonder how i wonder why yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky but all that i can see is the yellow lemon tree
choir was singing that with guitar and it sounds good. and i miss singing. but no, not as much as i miss just sitting down with you and wasting our time away<3
today was meant to have a short post but apparently i read something today that made me think. gosh. why do i think so much over just small things that others say.
well, anyways this short line branched into a whole lot of things "aku da nk dpt gf baru. hee" ie "im gonna get a new gf. hee"
never mind who said that but it wasnt to me. i just happened to read it. and i happened to know the guy who said it well. really well. too well i suppose.
i just find it ironic how people we were once dating/had a special something with, just simply disappear frm your life once the "something" fizzled out. like really, WHY is it so when that special feeling was present, the bond is established yet along with the fizzling the bond also vanished.
i treasure friendship and relationships alot and i suppose thats why im feeling so........ i dunno. weird?
weird that people can jst seem to forget that special thing. well. ok. mayb it might be painful to remember but wouldnt reminiscing it would be nice? after all, you once shared something. why throw the friendship borne out of it?
two friends of the opposite sex i once dated just seem to look at me as tho nothing ever existed. as tho i-dont-know-you-so-why-are-you-looking-at-me look. its just sad to know, that they might not even be thinking about the friendship shared and of the times spent together.
but no, the bf knows all these and hence i dont mind putting it up. coz he knows i love him best:) even when we irritate the shit outta each other and kill the other with jealousy<33 coz he's my man
