L a s t S u m m e r;

Thursday, October 25, 2007

URGH. i cant upload pics! damn. so shifting to wordpress.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

*sharmee* perhaps says:
daaaahhhh
*sharmee* perhaps says:
takder gambar laa pandai
*sharmee* perhaps says:
hahah
♥ yes, im your gryphon <3>
ouhh..lol..i mean the gbr of her hairrr
♥ yes, im your gryphon <3>
kn mcm tht pretty councillor
*sharmee* perhaps says:
WTF?????
*sharmee* perhaps says:
haha
*sharmee* perhaps says:
u noe the girl is pretty by looking at her hair?hahahaha
*sharmee* perhaps says:
mepek ahh kau fanaaaaa
♥ yes, im your gryphon <3>
NOOO
♥ yes, im your gryphon <3>
HER HAIR IS LIKE THE PRETTY GIRL IN OUR SCH
♥ yes, im your gryphon <3>
HOW CLSOW CAN YOU GET???
♥ yes, im your gryphon <3>
*SLOW
*sharmee* perhaps says:
ohh.. haha
*sharmee* perhaps says:
i dunno any pretty councillors..
*sharmee* perhaps says:
lol

now you know why i can go crazy just talking to sham:)

xx signed off at 9:48 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

i am seriously considering of moving to wordpress since zaki makes it soudn sooo damn attractive but im still figuring out how to maneuver it. so till then, i am still stuck here.

so irritated by how dead this blog has become. only one reason why: PROJECT WORK.

"-.-

3100 written report on Louis Braille finally completed. sucked my blood dry. made me spew out so much temperaments. screamed, cursed and what not. hahaha.

but well, 3/4 of the work is done for project work. left with oral presentation which takes place end of this month along with the "Insights and Reflections" 520 words i gotta write. whoever created pw seriously had nothing better to do.

and mr chee is really so comical. i know he wun read this coz he doesnt google himself up bt well, i just wanted to mention him. he is so funny i swear and uber cool:)

anyways, as promised; my promos results
B malay
B econs
C GP
D history
E Lit
U Math

vs Mid years Results;
C Malay
S Math
S History
S GP
U Econs
U Lit

so u feel me now? hahaha:D

raye outing with pri sch girlies was great. i am myself most around them sweethearts other than the bf of course.
pics will be up soon. probably together with MCS raye outing on mon:)

//au revoir//

xx signed off at 8:42 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

since i didnt send out any smses this year except to a few people, i shall do this online;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
minal aidil walfaidzin:)

harap dimaaf segala kesilapan yang telah dilakukan biarpun sengaja atau tidak.

and yes,
even tho its done online its truly ikhlas and frm the <3 okok?

away for now. 3rd day of jalan raye. pics will be up when its uploaded to the com. hopefully, pw wont eat up more time than it alr is and disrupt my raye schedule:S

cya'll in a bit<3

xx signed off at 11:06 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

and this is why i <3>:)

xx signed off at 1:17 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

//edited//

sometimes all we gotta do is believe

that an individual is capable of so much more

and silence or bimbo-ism

does not

equate to

stupidity

xx signed off at 9:25 AM

sometimes it feels more fulfilling to be in a room with strangers.
nobody knows your pain, your past, your fetish, your flaws.
nobody cares.
coz everyone else is concerned with their own life. their problems. joys. sorrows.
yes, i'd rather be in a room with strangers for the moment
than be stuck in a room with people you think you know
who eventually turn out to be fake.

self reflection as usual.
my tongue shall flick any moment if you dont watch your step
enough is enough

still contemplating if i should shift away from blogspot or perhaps shift entirely away from the judging eyes of blog readers/hoppers.

diaries are meant to be private and perhaps i might just say goodbye to all my avid readers (if there is any).

3more hours to maths ie 3more hours of rotting in the com room.

THANK YOU pw members for making PW hell.
THANK YOU for not complying the dateline we assigned.
just a
THANK YOU.

urgh

the rage that is eating withing

"-.-

xx signed off at 9:09 AM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

i am shifting away soon, i think.

xx signed off at 7:41 PM

i am proud of myself and i shall post up my promo results after i get it all back:))

anyways
dinner with my mr strong was just bliss.
yeap, nothing more to describe it as
just bliss.

in a state of euphoria

dont you spoil it with all your unthankfulness despite passing.

xx signed off at 10:42 AM

Monday, October 08, 2007

it is 0813hours and im in the library slacckkkiiing.
tell me why they make us come to school when we are perfectly capable of arranging our own PW meetings? ~~ok. mayb not all the time.~~

im sleepy and im getting gp back today:s

now,

dont you toe the line

coz this is my turf.

xx signed off at 8:08 AM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

one layering of meat after potatoes

final layer of potato&baked:)

with make-up

MCS booth for open house tht took foreva to set up. haha.

i was the personal chef today. cooked lemak ketam (as mom's belated bdae gift) and my long awaited shephard's pie:D

and yes,
both turned out pretty good. pleased that the family loved it.
yay. so the bf better be proud of me now.

anyways,
3/4 done cleaning up my room. cant believe hari raya is only less than a week away. so damn fast. promos took up two weeks of fasting. and now we're down to the last week.

better be off. piles of clothes waiting to be sorted out in room. bags of em gonna be given away. and despite giving away so much, my closet still has trouble fitting in the rest of the clothes.

au revoir

and for the umpteenth time,
i miss the bf:(

xx signed off at 8:28 PM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

If you really want to know
What I want in a guy
Well, I'm lookin' for a dream on a mean machine
With hell in his eyes.
I want a devil in skin tight leather,
And he's gonna be wild as the wind.
And one fine night, I'll be holdin' on tight

To a cool rider, a cool rider.
If he's cool enough,
He can burn me through and through.
If it takes forever,
Then I'll wait forever.
No ordinary boy,
No ordinary boy is gonna do.
I want a rider that's cool.

That's the way it's gonna be,
And that's the way that I feel.
I want a whole lot more than the boy next door,
I want hell on wheels.
Just give me a fine motorcycle,
With a man growin' out of the seat.
And move aside, cause I'm gonna ride...

ya, right.
HAHAHA.
that was specially for the bf.
you're my dream man&you're my cooooool rider<3

iftar was a success.
if i were to mention all my thank you's the list wld never end. hope my smses yesterday night did all the talking. shall just mention a few special thank you's

Cikgu Rai- the biggest sweetheart. really. what mrore can i say for alllllll her help?
MCS babes- what wld i do without all of you? thanks for being the easiest people to work with<3
Zul&Wahab- i would've just died if you guys didnt turn up early to help. really. i wouldve died. thanks for being the strong men and helping us out.
MCS seniors- thanks for turning up and offering me so muich consolation and help. i love all of you many many.

and the many others that played a part in this.
seriously.. you have no idea how much it meant to me.

yesterday was the toughest test of ramadhan.
i was dehydrated, stinky, sticky, irritated and snappy.
but all the hard work was worth it. truly:)

dinner with the bf on mon=lovessssssss.

till here,
good night<3

xx signed off at 8:27 PM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

//edited//

no matter how tiring/stressful/irritating/retarded it is to be stuck with the MCS babes for hours at a go (and i mean many many hours), somehow, time with them is always comforting

and you guys have worked ur asses off so let's jst hope tmr will be a success.

and i never thought i'd ever say this before but
i love the malay cultural society. well. more of its people:))

jst abit of publicity

Majlis Iftar
05102007
OUtside Bio Lab
615pm

and

Fusion Dance performances
05102007
Library Level 1
1pm&345pm:))

see you there!

xx signed off at 8:54 PM

i wonder how
i wonder why
yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky
but all that i can see
is the yellow lemon tree

choir was singing that with guitar and it sounds good. and i miss singing. but no, not as much as i miss just sitting down with you and wasting our time away<3

today was meant to have a short post
but apparently i read something today that made me think.
gosh. why do i think so much over just small things that others say.

well, anyways this short line branched into a whole lot of things
"aku da nk dpt gf baru. hee"
ie
"im gonna get a new gf. hee"

never mind who said that but it wasnt to me. i just happened to read it. and i happened to know the guy who said it well. ~~really well. too well i suppose.~~

i just find it ironic how people we were once dating/had a special something with, just simply disappear frm your life once the "something" fizzled out. like really, WHY is it so when that special feeling was present, the bond is established yet along with the fizzling the bond also vanished.

i treasure friendship and relationships alot and i suppose thats why im feeling so........
i dunno. weird?

weird that people can jst seem to forget that special thing. well. ok. mayb it might be painful to remember but wouldnt reminiscing it would be nice? after all, you once shared something. why throw the friendship borne out of it?

two friends of the opposite sex i once dated just seem to look at me as tho nothing ever existed. as tho i-dont-know-you-so-why-are-you-looking-at-me look.
its just sad to know,
that they might not even be thinking about the friendship shared and of the times spent together.

but no,
the bf knows all these and hence i dont mind putting it up.
coz he knows i love him best:)
~~even when we irritate the shit outta each other and kill the other with jealousy~~<33
coz he's my man

xx signed off at 8:19 PM

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

the piles of clothes aunt gave today instantly lifted me up

yes,

its true what they say

being around clothes makes a girl feel like she's in heaven:)

xx signed off at 8:17 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

mad rush

friendster is screwed

&i wonder why ive been reflecting on people's behaviour so much recently. been blog hopping and i agree with this blogger- "people who fight on blogs are childish".
very true, i think even enemies deserve the 'respect' of being told in the face rather than just being nastily blogged about. that just shows the lack of gut. after all, even our enemies are human beings with feelings ~~(no matter how much they dont seem to be so)~~

these two days have been a mad rush, what with MCS wrapping up for open hse/iftar to be done along with the damn WR. oh godd. why does it have to be so damn troublesome.

tell me who doesnt understand this-
LIGHT WITH TOUCH
the life of Louis Braille

if you dont, please do enlighten me as to why coz apparently the teacher who vetted the written report found the title strange.
tell me what can be stranger than findin that title strange?

"-.-

anyways, on a much less annoyed but more panicky note,

I HAVE NOT STARTED CLEANING MY ROOM, whatsoever OR STARTED HELPING MY MUM WITH THE BAKING OF COOKIES which i do myself every year, as a matter of fact.

hahaha. and i find it amusing how my mom goes all excited coz this year we'll be trying new cookies from recipes from Sajian Raye on suria. yes, no more of my fav choc chip cookies this year. mom's making her new vesion on choc chips. and that prolly explains why she doesnt mind me not helping. lol. i swear my mom's so damn cute:))

better be off.
i wanna start on my written report and then move on to the other ~~shitty~~ stuff i have to complete.

im full of misses
of the man who makes me blush
makes me smile
when im alone in my house
with his smses<3

xx signed off at 10:31 AM

Monday, October 01, 2007

until i have figured out how to use LJ, looks like im still stuck with blogger.
"-.-

well, sure.
blogger's more user friendly and all but a change would be nice right?

anyways
it disturbs me that some people can be so damn self absorbed
like seriously,
going around cursing other people like nobody's business
ranting as tho the world is at their feet
acting all princessy.

seriously. it bothers me big time.

then again,
nobody's perfect.
and i know i can get self absorbed sometimes
so who am i to call others right?

still.
moral judgement and religion often influence how i see others
perhaps im too judging sometimes
perhaps too narrow minded?

i dunno
and truth is,
i pity them self absorbed homosapiens
coz deep down,
they're plain insecure beings in need of constant reassurances of their supposed greatness.

there,
oh ya. promos done
and somehow, i am indifferent.
today made me reflect tho nothing significant happened.

people make choices
and choices affect others, be it directly or not.

sigh
i wish i emphatize and feel less. perhaps being numb would be nice once in a while.

and i miss the bf
so damn bad:(

xx signed off at 1:29 PM