"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Friday, April 13, 2007
friends
"the feel of having a companion. someone who cares" "people say the grass is greener on the other side. but i think its greener on my side" "what does it feel like to be blind?"
hahaha. jst a buncha stuff zul said that stuck to my head sumhow.
dearest friend, if only the world could see u the way i do. even if its just a glimpse, they'll know what they're missing out and what a gem u really are. have some believe. please.
:)
tiny note sidetracking.
its funny how some friends just seem to give you that homey feeling. sumtimes even more than family. the stuff he said is still ringing in my head. that disappointment. i totally feel what he's saying simply because i've went through that phase before.
i wish i could pen down all the emotions raging within me but all i end up doin is deleting sentence after sentence.
the wonders of feelings. howso much can be felt yet cn never be arranged into simple words. i so desperately want him to be happy. i dont know why but i do. perhaps its because i've accepted him as a part of my life. just as i've accepted the few other friends.
accepted them enough to care for them enough to feel their pain enough to pray for their well being.
perhaps i am cautious in accepting friends for that fear of being torn.
so dear friend, do cheer up coz u noe i care:)
a companion.
nothing beats the feeling of knowing someone that's always there without fail
deep down
i feel incomplete
only 3jc's in the entire of spore got a silver:D
i wanna turn lesbian for mariam coz i love her like hell!
