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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

pessimist

its about to rain here.
was walking back and it drizzled. i thought of just sitting in the rain but its not pouring yet. merely drizzling still.
sighs.

i tried so hard to be more optimistic. and i think im getting better.
but what's the point of lying to one's self?

i dont know what i want
what i need
what i crave for

love?
security?
solitude?

do they have a term for this madness goin on in my blank head?

me&my contradictions.

time for some soul searching

please ignore this

pessimistic post

tmr is THE DAY

please let me get mj

Labels: feelings

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