"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Friday, December 29, 2006
<3
yay!
im done with the quizzes. hehe.
hmm.
think i look like im into bands or sumtink. haha. my brother says i look like a groupie. hahahah.
three guys has been sending me songs to listen to.
so ive heard all kinds of music frm heavy metal to slow band songs. haha.
mizi just sent me a song by his band.
its nice tho.
haha. do vote for his band at ripplevox.com under hoobastank opening band.
LOL.
im sounding like a promoter for his group. hehe.
their group name is against the stars.
=))
hirfie also has a band now. so ive been asked to go to gigs. haha. which is so not me. then again they're my friends so mayb i'll consider going. haha.
im so so hungry. been up since 11 doing stuff on friendster. tryin to open tagged. editing my pics. lol. i'll be going to grannys place todae. sending over sum stuff. then meeting mommy to go shopping. whee~
it hurts how friendship can be so vulnerable to mistakes&pain. we've been through so much yet u never saw how much i ever cared for u. if you dont let go, how can u possibly move on?
i have nothing left to say except that i care. care enough to forgive you for all the stupid mistakes. care enough to forget all my pain and be there. yet you never understood. sighs.
its funny that more often than not, i let myself get affected by others. their pain becomes mine. i wish i didnt care so much. at least i'll be happier. sighs.
on a brighter note.
ive learnt to trust that someone.
trust him enough to let him come closer.
enough to let him hold me heart.
*my retarded lurve
enough for today. sighs. i need to stop thinkiing so much.