"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Sunday, September 24, 2006
urgh.
i actually had an opportunity to go spore idol finals result show
AND
my dad just had to spoil it by not allowing me to go.
can you even believe it????
so sad. sometimes i feel that much of the opportunities opened up to me are immediately closed by my parents. there are countless times where i had great opportunities to go places, attend stuff but it always just stops right there. sigh. maybe it really is the best for me. maybe im destined to be the typical stay-home wife who lives with my parents and have lots of kids and cook&slip everydae. "rot" (as quoted by hj=P) at home and be a babymaking machine. LOL.
is that my destiny?
only time can tell.
anyway. bulan ramadhan begins TODAY.
yeah. been looking forward to it. slept at 1am yesterday. was watching memoirs of a geisha. i totally prefer the BOOK. trust me. the book is a must-read. very detailed. really intrstink especially if you can visualize wad your read. went to jb the whole dae. kindda fun. things were dramatic in the morning coz my dad insisted the WHOLE family goes jb. haha. he's the typical family guy that wants EVERYONE to follow when we go out. "family bonding" la katekn. haha.
i noe i promised to blog about the 2dates but think i'll do dat tmr instead.
really believe that im blessed to have so many people that genuinely care about me. and i guess they are the ones that make life much more bearable.
PEOPLE THAT MAKES MY LIFE MORE BEARABLE:
*not in order of merit
1. lee hong jun-
haha! yes. always smsing me. saying stupid things. lame jokes. but he's really so adorable!!! and i suppose he drinks 10litres of honey everydae coz he is soooo sweeeeet and has a way with words. hahah!
2. siti mariam-
my partner in crime. yeah!!! haha. she's as crazee as me but abit more psycho. has a WILD imagination. really3 wild ok? haha. listens to my endless complains and frets. and she's really pretty in a diffrent way and the best part is that she doesnt even realize it. =)
3. abdul aziz-
mr wise guy. haha. yea. really3 nice and constanly offers sound advice. is there to listen to my crap. gives me brotherly love and is unaware of how special he is as an individual. haha. gives really flattering comments. haha.
4. wan fatashah-
been the solid rock that's been there for the past 4 years. we've fought and made up countless times. haha. he's never changed and been always there to believe in me and cheer me on. hehe! tnx!!!
5. harlina-
my sister!!! LOL. kk. surrogate sister? haha. can talk to her about anything&everything. been with me in my roughest times. the best cousin/friend/enemy/lesbian partner one can ask for. haha!
these 5 people makes a difference in my life and i lurve them to bits!!!! hahaha. muack!!!
