"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Monday, September 04, 2006
i really dont understand the human nature.
one minute you like the person, the next you dont. one minute you say hi, the next you say goodbye.
it's really very intrstink to observe the human nature. full of errors. full of surprises. each individual is unique. i enjoy observing others around me and adjust myself to suit their needs. im like a chameleon. yea. right. hahax. but really. i can change just like that. *snaps fingers*
so that's why i suppse it's hard for others to decipher my sometimes weird personality. i can be blown easily by the wind yet stay rooted to the ground. if that makes any sense at all. haha! kk. too much literature mann. haha.
i think im really an evil woman when i want to. hahax. strongest wind cannot be seen LOL
today was a very neutral dae. woke up feeling sad as i thought about all those times that went by just like that without any of us noticing. sigh. but i dont wanna feel sad so i shant blog about that. cant say that chem test was easy but it wasnt like extremely toguh laa. mediocre. if only i studied properly. hmm. then bio was easy. hooray!!! aft class lepaks wit hanis&mariam. talked about relationships.
hmm. i think i recover pretty fast from break-ups. i mean..i pick myself up from the ground and i dont wait around for others. coz i guess i conceal my hurt through anger. i keep a grudge when someone hurts me. it takes time to forgive the person. it took me three years to forgive a certain someone. LOL. yes. it's that bad but i think i handle depression from break-uups quite well. not that i move onf ast like hanis said. i mean i dont break up and then immediately find someone new. i guess i conceal the pain. i dont move on fast but i know how to conceal everything. haha.
im a complex homosapien that sometimes i dont evn undrstd my actions. LOL.
