"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
`strength
--i pray for strength each dae to breeze the toughest moments in a journey called life--
okok. i should stop being so philosophical. think i hang too much around aziz. haha!
normal day todae. feeling less tired and i FINALLY was able to wake up this morning without feeling real tired and sleepy. BUT i was still a lil groggy in school todae. guess it's coz of the weather. so warm and cosy. reali. makes you just wanna to snuggle up with someone special drinking hot chocolate. haha. i've been watching too many romance movies. haha.
gotta admit im worried for my lil bro. he's taking the psle's this year and he seems so nonchalent about it. sigh. i just wished he had more discipline and commitment and maybe more manners. serious. sometimes i just wanna cry for him. amazing how sumone you love can say such tactless things despite the things you do for them. haix.
i've learnt to be grateful. don't ask me why. i just woke up one morning and just felt grateful for evrything life has to offer-good or bad. i dont question god or life anymore and i learn to take things as it is=)
didnt have the mood to talk much todae. not so sure why. i felt like i was tongue-tied. guess sometimes it's the words that you dont say that speaks millions. i guess i just want to put the message across to some people that's been stepping all over me. best not to say anything. they shall receive their retribution when the time comes. LOL.
the world is cruel and i've come to terms with that. also accepted that people are hypocrites. ALL of them. but what the heck right? realised that i should never let down the barricade around me. too many heartbreaks taught me the harsh reality of life.
i really miss lin. guess im just feeling a tad lonely todae. cant reali relate to anyone. sighx. i jsut feel reali unattached and empty. what's wrong with the word unattached? evryone commented on it when i placed it as my nick on msn. *ponders*
yan's having oral todae. all the best to him. i know he can do it=)
p.s--my hair feels so SOFT todae. hooray!!! *grins*
*think i've come to peace with all my mistakes in life. forgivn by people that i've done wrong to*
