"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
heart-ache
the heart aches when it yearns for someone something to fill the emptiness felt within. still experiencing the aftermaths of watching the world cup in the wee hours of the morning for 2 straight days. my eyes are constantly heavy and the whole body aches. my arm is having cramps from last sunday when i played badminton with uncle. lol. ouchh.
gotta admit my panic button is big coz there's so much to cover before the prelims and u learn to use ur time wisely. but i also cant thelp the fact that im tired. tired of having so much to do. i have a limit. and my self-resistance is wearing real thin. sigh. *i hope to pull thru*
why do you love when love does the very thing hatred brings--hurt. yes. when a loved one mentions something unpleasant, the wound runs deep. the more u love the person, the deeper the wound. homosapiens are selfish beings. thinks self before others. sigh. the truth hurts, but it is the truth. we are cold creatures deep within. sigh. but god is fair. in every black, there is white. behind every calculating mind, there is an archilles heel*.
i just wished i had more of the joys of having poeple to love and even more so..people who love me.
*vulnerability.
the heart aches when the ones it loves
turns its back
and one is left
to bleed alone.
``the rain is here to celebrate with me to wash my pain to bathe me clean so that when i stand i'll emerge as a stronger woman.
