"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Monday, July 17, 2006
--the big O
lol. olevel listenin is in the afternoon todae at 4.30. kindda scaree but im not really nervous. after all it is just a listening exercie. it's all in the MINd. remember. mind over body. haha!
nothing much happened. oh btw. i entrd the floorball competition! woohoo! hahax. but im not that keen into playing lah. mainly entered for the fun of it. and anyway. i'd rather be on the reserves since i've promised to help jun ting and mariam with p.o.a every wed. teaching helps a person to learn alot. really. and i need the extra help especially since im not on the night classes or the poa classes.
mainly coz i have a curfew at 7--latest. and that im certainly not allowed to study with friends after dark. i believe the night classes would truly help since it actually trains you to have the discipline. when you're at home, u tend to get distracted by tv shows, food, sleep, etc. like me. just to prove my point, i wun be studying after 10 coz there's Desperate housewive (my fav tv programme) and most of the time i cant be bothered to study after that since im too tired. so you see, it IS better to have the night classes which my parents wil NEVER allow me to even speak of it unless there's a formal letter acknowledgin my essential attndence.
yusa just gave me a call asking if i'd come down to acc him till the listening starts but i dun feel like it. other times i might have done that but todae i feel lazy. would rather blog and laze around eating than rudh to go down and entertain him. haha! ihe's a really3 nice companion but perhaps just not today. hehe.
had a talk with a certain friend in school todae. a certain filthy rich friend. i understand his dilemma but i cant really help him unless he helps himself. yes. it is true. money cant but happiness and i totally undrstd him but i doubt he can ever admit that deep down he's alone and in search of a true companion that can satisfy his needs. all that flirting and endless string of girls serves to show that he just needs someone to fill his time and heart, even for a brief moment.
truly miss him todae. and i really feel so GUILTY. haix. am i a bad gf? haixx. maybe i should tell him. but would he undrstd? sigh. i really do love him..................
