"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Friday, June 23, 2006
urm..
sigh. im in a major state of confusion now. sighx.
my mom has tickets to watch cars. itx her company thingy. then my bro doesnt want to go so i'll have to go. but the thing is i dun even wanna go to begin with. i really seriously have so much work to do. like i havent done lit henry1v and poa tys. weekend i have jemputan so how the hell am i goin to finish everitink?? sigh. yes. im a workaholic. but i just want to get evrytink done one time. thatx just ME. call me nuts to want to study. wadeva. but i guess thatx just the way that my mom taught me. i grew up with that mindset. n i rely solely on my self-motivation to study.
seriously. if i were to ignore my conscience, i'd go haywire. that was wad happened in p6. i totali had FUN FUN FUN. n didnt concentrate on studying. once i start ignoring myself n just let loose. damn. there'll be a major problem. hahax. i want to do well for the o's. for the prelims. i want to do well in life. really. haix. and that 'thing' nagging at the bac of my head is really a pain. sighx.
aziz tinks i should so. so mayb i shall. hmm.
hey. who am i kidding. okok. deep down. thatx not the reason i feel so horrible todae. i admit. itx coz of sometink else. no. someone else. sigh. i feel like crying. but i wun n i shant.
haix. headache. headache. headache. does anyone even care?
