"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Friday, April 28, 2006
amazing that im still able to blog a week after my 'so-called' last entry. haha! well..parents away for the weekend and brother at camp so itx jux me & another bro..wic is reli dumb coz auntx gonna come over anyway & im so-called supposed to be in charge. going swimmin early tomorrow den me & rabia are baking! haha. we need a break. hehe.
the exams are quite OK actually. i mean..sat for 2 papers already n i truly feel that i can make it (hopefully) even my oral went better than expected. really. all that talking to the mirror in malay truly helped. next step is to think in malay. haha! kindda worried coz each time the teachers go thru math or sci past topics i can seem to rbr ANYTHING at all. sigh. reli. my panic button is HUGE but im still cool on the surface. still waters run deep. +.+
i truly miss him. sigh. but well. love comes with sacrifices. hmm. gotta bear wit it. *huge sigh* accepted that date from dat lil someone. but i guess not yet. mayb after the papers. ease off a lil bit of my burden. haha! another someone sms'd me. hmm. lookx like the fires are still burnin wit passion if you know wad i mean. haha! i'd rather you read between the lines. spent half of the afternoon ystrdae wit yusa. miss him. miss the late afternoons we used to share doing nutink & talking crap. hex reli an excellent friend. n those who think otherwise clearly do noe deserve me as a fren. co i think they're DUMB.
anyway. i gotta go now. goin off for poa tution. just dropped off for a quickie. sorie! will be back and active after the exams! mwaah
