"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Monday, March 13, 2006
1 day since the camp passed n i miss it already. happy to say that the camp was a success. evrytink ran smoothly. of coz it was not without problems. there were sum stuff that i was unhappy about bt oevrall..i tink the camp turned out bettr thatn last year n betta than that we expectd it to be. i reli2 tot it was gonna be a failure coz soo many tinkx were last minute. of course i was damn tired. i mean i didnt sleep for 2 nights straight. first night coz i cldnt sleep. n we stayed up chatting with mdm yang n sum of d boys. 2nd night coz i had a freaking gastric n everytym i tried to sleep the gastric will hit all of a sudden. n on top of that the ava room was superr cold. it added to my gastric so in the end..me..teddy bear (ernst) n derrick sat outside chatting. found out so much abt wad the guix did inside there. haha. nutink new lah. knew it since last year. bt it was kindda fun since many stuff happend that night. haha. all of us got a lil crazeee. then teddy bear was so sweet in getting me warm water to ease my gastric. got the gastric coz i sortta 'forget' to eat. haha. guess i was too busy to spare a minute to eat. haha. didnt wanna tell ___ coz didnt want ___ to worry. n anyway ___ needs the rest. after all being a group leader takes up a lot pf energy and tolerance. tink ___ did a good job. =D reli tired. d camp took so much of my energy. was the emcee for the campfire nyt. kindda fun n i lost my voice. haha. hoped the sec 1s enjoyed it. i have reli dry lips n tink its kindda swollen. sumtimes it bleeds when i try to smile. yes. itx dat bad. haha. i reli2 gotta thank a buncha people for doin such an excellent job in helping me ; natiara, thiam heng, aik kun, hanis, daryl, shikin, sabri, ronney, yu yao, shu mei, felina, becky, basirah, shahrul & seri. not forgetting all the group leaders! of coz there were other c.i's and xco which were busy with things but these are the people which are especially helpful. they helped me alot even though they were drop dead tired n just wanted to rez for a minute. esp my beloved sis nat. she was sick but still..she helped a lot. THANX U GUIX!!!! my gastric aint that bad now. ate medicine ystrdae n i slept for like 18 hours ysterday. haha. reached home at abt 3. slept till 7. woke up. slept again till 9am. haha. have NCC on wed and thrs. kindda lazy to go. but wat to do. no choice. havent messaged him the whole dae. should i? haix. maybe he needs his own space. how?? did sumtink between us reali changed? or is it just me? ur actions mean a million things. how do i noe? a friend of urs said sumtink. yes. u are mysterious. kindda funny but reli after knowing u for so long sumtimes i do feel that i dunnoe u at all. y? yet sometimes i feel that i've known u foreva. noe whatx in ur heart. whatx on ur mind. those eyes speak a thousand words. n each time they reveal sumtink new. there is everytink that i need in u. bt yet there is nutink. haixx. go figure.
yes. it's true.
u're all i think about.
n when i close my eyes,
itx ur smile n that wink i see.
n when tears fill my eyes.
it's your arms i wish to be in
and ur voice that i wanna hear.
*i like walking in the rain coz no one knows im crying*
