"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Sunday, February 26, 2006
finally i am here to blog. it seems like an eternity. i;ve been extremely busy n lately i feel as though life is flashing real quick before me. maybe too quick? haha. but reli. it is going soo fast. everyday is packed. and all i do is study or read. kindda depressing actuali. got a number of my t.a results back. reli disappointed in my math results. barely passed n i failed my eng. how depressing. but for the other subjects i did fairly well. was satiesfied with my ss resultx. =D but i guess my chem n bio wasnt that bad seeing to the fact that i didnt really study. not that i dun want to. i was just too tired n i dun have the time. i wish i had more time on my side. i mean just look at my schedule this cumin week. mon-math lecture. wed-council meeting. fri-ncc. im only free on thurs which i treasure A LOT since at least i have time to catch up on all my `lagged` homework. haha. the only day i look forward to is tues and im at my most relaxed and happiest state then. i never think abt any sorrow or stress on that day. thatx the amount of power u have over me. kindda sad the dae cums only on the tues of each week. oh well. gotta be contented. nweix. HAPPIE BELATED BDAE TO RABIA!!! cldnt attend her beach party since i had sum family stuff to attend to. haixx. for those not invited, dun feel bad coz it was reli a small one. a small gathering for close frenx. wish i went though. it sounded like a lot of fun. speaking about that i totaly need to make a mental note to buy her bdae gift!!!! damn! dun even have time to buy it man!!! was tinkin of buying her an adidas perfume..hmm.. in actual fact, i have TONS to blog about but everytime i sit down on this chair n stare at the kyboard, i cant think much..hmph..itx reli irritating..maybe i shld learn to jot down wadeva i wanna blog abt uh? hahha..i remembered i wanted to 'discuss' the topic on educated guix. haha. but then itx a reli long topic so i guess i'll have a ful blog on that sum other day. i reli lurve my ncc gurls part B. sure they get on my nerves alot but they are also the few groups of people that i feel totali at ease n carefree around. where i dun wori abt anitink at all. n to read wad fatin said reli touched my heart. it was so swit and i feel like a big mommy to them. hahahahahahaha. okok. i tink im on high with emotions right now. haha. read bas blogx. said sumtin abt me to be strong. wondered wad that was all about. hmm. haha. i reli lurve d nadia song. reli touchy. haha, so bas. if u read this post. care xplainin wad u said? haaha.. my faith in god kindda deepened this year. such wonders n miracles happen eveyday. ysterdae i was walking with lisa to beckyx place for tuition and we saw this huge 'komodo dragon'. at least i tink thatx wad it was. it was at long as the fence i was erli shockd! proves again how great god is in creating such animals. went to east coast ast d tuition for my baby zafyx bdae. hex so adorable. got myself wet since he insisted on asking me to play with him at the waves. haha. sat down on the rocks and once again i was in awe of the beatiful beach n d happy people n the specacular scenery. god is reali great n i can finally see what life can offer. it all depends on wic prespective u see n accept life in. enuf abt religion now. haha. hmm. he's reali sick and im reli worried for him. haixx. i reli2 hope he gets betta. y are guix so stubborn?? hmph. haix. i reali2 hope sooooo. betta be off now. have lotsa poa to do. will blog as much as i can.
``ure everywhre to me
n wen i close my eyes itx u i see
u're everytink that makes me believe
im not alone``
~`ur lurve is all that im looking forward to all week~
