"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Thursday, January 19, 2006
just reachd home. decided not to go sp. was too lazy. went home wif lina. we toked 'sim' language. it was full of crap n we just blurted out thingx dat dun make sense. tink ppl tot we were crazy bt so wad? haha. wanted to just stay in skul to laze ard bt then. too lazy. prefer blogging. haha. n nweix i'd rather just chill at home. stil, i guess i was STOOPID to pass out d chance to meet mr khiat, sobx. oh well. nutink much happened today. just that i had a HORRIBLE mornin. bt den it got better. still, i regret dissing a certain sumone special wen he actually asked me wadx wrong. i shldnt have done that. it was so bad of me. didnt see him for the rez of d dae. bt we're sort of chatting now. haha. hex still in skul though. poor tink. told me to SMILE. dun tink ive been smiling alot lately. haha. bt will definitely try n smile n put all my worriex away. had a gud rest ysterdae. not physically bt mentally since i didnt reli study at all ystrdae nyt. just did abit of da hw n datx dat. bt physically im reli tired. my bodyx been aching for so many daix. sobx. didnt fast todae. guess i need a break. determined to make todae a well-relaxd dae. haha. dun tink it reli can be achievd bt well..at least now im abit relaxd ryt?? haha. messaged him ystrdae. not reli sure if he still readx my bloggie. we're so diffrent. sumhow, i feel that we're both kindda scared to step over that line that seperatex loverx n frenx. itx kindda sad since the love we used to share was reli strong. haix. i reli hope u're reading this. itx so hard for us to tok anymore. u changed. i changed. n most of all.. WE changed. haix. wad more is left to sae?
