"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
FINALLY home after a loong dae in skul. having da headache now as usual. still fasting todae n will be fasting tomolow. den mayb nxt wk. c first lah. haha. i have 8 daix in all. so now i have 6 left. dun wanna be lyk last yr n i was rushing to fast before bulan puase. oh well. hahax. had a great dae in skul todae!! haha. i mean at least most of d tym. had a woderful tym wif my best frenx lysa n yusa. n oso wif jacob n shira. haha. it was fun wen we made a fool of the guix. hahah!! they are d bez ppl in d world n i feel great EVERYTYM im wif dem n i hardly ever get angry wif them. mayb coz we r all so carefree wen we're ard each other. haha. itx reli gud coz i forget all my worriex. tnx u guix. not oni did u made my dae, u guix rock my world!! lurve ya'll!! haha. i noe u guix arent reading this bt wad da heck ryt? haha. dun noe if i shld join d bhangra dance for d musical broadwae..totali want to bt..afraid dat parentx wun allow to since taking olevel this yr. haix. reli2 want to. haix. can u believe mum wun allow me to even go to a stupid lit seminar?? gosh. how pathetic. i mean. hello! itx not as if im wasting my tym. haix. constantly being compared to otherx hu r so different frm me. i mean. everyonex diff n have diff wayx studying. im working my ass off everydae n ppl sae dat im spendin too much tym in skul. i reli need to cry to release everything. been keeping everything in for too long. didnt look or tink much abt him todae. is dat supposed to be gud? mayb coz im healing? haha. itx too early to sae anything. most of the tym wen u dun tok to a person or have any kind of interaction, d feeling goes away. MOST OF THE TYM. not all d tym. i noe. been there. done that. haix. ive lost that special tingle in me. u took it away. still tinking if i shld watch d match. ___ playing . i miss ***. haix. bt i dun wanna be watching alone. sighx. den should i go sp on thurx??? urgh. decisionx decisionx. *cracking my brain* all i wanna do now is collapse in bed. bt therex still so much to do!! haix. no. i said it wrongly. let me re-structure da sentence. therex still so much to STUDY! wad da heck. been werking so hard n tink ystrdae i broke my own record of focusing 100% on my homewrk n notex! slept late. woke up early. same routine everydae. my brain needx a break. bt i dun even have time for a break. intrsting dun u tink so?? haha. okok. im toking crap AGAIN. as usual. indication dat my brain has stopped functionin ONCE MORE. haha. so datx dat for todae. will blog tomolow if im not goin sp. `u took away that thing in me. p.s plzzzz dun tok to me abt my entriex. haha. read n undrstd. dun question. if u wanna tag itx fine but PLZ dun question me in skul abt it. PLEASE. im begging u. oh ya. hapie bdae shama!!!
*brain dead
itx u dat i want none other than u hey.i still love u
