"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Sunday, December 11, 2005
sigh. feeling reli down sumhow.i've been meaning to blog in abt everything bt i juz dun have d energy. i read a certain sumtink wic tore my heart apart. i feel stupid, useless, played, torn, empty and the list goes on. n now i dun feel lyk doing aything bt juz think of all d mistakex i've made. im in so much pain now n i dun even noe wadx wrong. i cant point my finger on a particular sumtink coz i tink dat everythingx gone wrong! im so sorie to a certain hj for hurting him n leaving him n treating him lyk a fren now. hex reli special bt how d hell do i xplain to him or anyone for dat mattr wad im going thru? i myself cant put it in werdx. all i want to do now is cry like i owaes do. im so weak. urgh! sigh. hueverx reading..if u're my fren n u care abt me, plz...plzzz dun question me abt diz entry...sigh..
