"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Thursday, September 08, 2005
'-.- sick...
another empty day just passed..i dunnoe how im feeling right now...weird uh? hmm..im in such a daze lately that sometimes im not even sure of wad im doin...sigh...im still feeling very sick...helped out with the shifting of d sc room this morn...was ultra tiring bt im proud to sae that we finished emptying the 'old' room in just 2 1/2 hr...yeah! good job u guix n special thnx to da guys dat came down coz w/o u guix i dun tink d gurls cld manage everitink...heh... though i was feeling reli horrid n mum didnt even allow me to go...bt well...responsibilities to d council cums first....right?
spent lunchtime wif that certain someone...sigh...his touch brings so many hurtful memories...i just wished that it didnt have to hurt so bad...just wished that his touches wun bring back that same sensation of security and love...unfortunately...it does..n derex nutink i can do to stop it...urgh! i hate myself for not being able to forgive n forget...bt wad can i do?? that will be d last time i will ever make myself so vulnerable again...sigh...im sorry...d pain is unbearable...itx over...we just have to move on no matter wad it takes....
the rest of my day was spent sleeping n watching vcd...tried to do a bit of da hw just noe bt my killer headache is back n i just cant bring myself to think straight...oh well...tot of giving rabia a call to do it togeda maybe tomorrow or fri..hmm...tried going to d skul webbie to retrieve d math hw bt sumhow i cant manage to get thru...hmph...
3 peepx have asked to me to wacth movie bt well...if i'll still be sick i guess i wun be goin out at all...i mean...at least that's wad mum says...sigh...i dun even noe hu to choose nweix...moz prob i'll go with my cuz lorh...urgh...i hate choosing...i reli2 hope i'll feel bettr soon coz ive never felt this sick...mayb itx coz i miss my dear...long time nvr msg liao...hmph...hehe...oh well...i need to give keciq a kol...im outx!
