"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Thursday, August 11, 2005
*unsUre*
fren...im so sowie diz had to happen..i read ur blog ystrdae..i nvr wantd a gui to cum btwn us bt no mattr how much i try..i noe our fwenshp will nvr be d same..itx juz diffrnt..dun tink u'll undrstand..sigh...
lyf is so unpredictable n so full of surprises...i wonder so much wad lyf has in store for me..lolx...diz past few daix sooo much has happnd! bt each tym i wanna blog...everitink fades away n im left with nutink else to blog abt..haha..i suppose u cld call it short term memory loss? hahaha...
i went to da carnival at marina last sat n it was superb! though d temperature was unbearable n d performances can get xtremely pathetic..i simply lurve d fireworks n d view...sigh...im lyk a nature freak..haha..i simply lurve sunsets...sunrise...d ocean...n d clouds...d sky...everything simple n so spectacular sweeps me off my feet..evey tym i juz look stare into d sky or d sea..i often wish dat i had sumone to njoy it with me or hold me tite...sigh...
d celebration at tampines ystrdae was alright..nothing xtra spectacular abt it...i juz reli lyk da wushu performance..dat was reli cool! hahah...
i guez d biggest part missing in my lyf ryt now is d sense of being lurved...n d sense of security...sigh...letx not talk abt dat...it'll depress me further..
d council is doing ok bt im still facing soo many problems in getting dem to do work...how i wish i cld complain!!!! complain to d whole world abt evrytink!!! urgh...all i feel lyk doing now is yellin....d strain of d talentime s getting to me...haix...how i wish i cld run away...run away from lyf n juz sit dwn at a cave meditating...hahaha...wldnt lyf be easier den?
im lyk aiming to get d scholarshp diz year...i mean ive been aiming at it for years bt well..it owaes seemd out of reach...sigh...hoping to score as well as mid yr...bt well..i owaes score bettr in mid yr den end of yr..haix...all i wanna do is PROVE myself to SUM teacherx dat i CAN make it even aft being so busy...y do othr ppl take it negatvly? y do dey tink dat im tryng to show off...puh-leese! im not dat kindda brat..my parentx raised me up in d bez of ways...
my lurve lyf is not getting any bettr bt well..wad do ya xpect ryt? wadeva i said to him d othr dae is not entirely true...im sure he noez dat..bt itz so true dat i dun gv a damn abt wadz happening in their lives...i mean y should i add salt to my own wound right?
i went to watch charlie n d chocolate factory on mon...it was hilarious! i mean it would be to people who have a GOOD sense of humour...coz moz of d jokez are sarcastic..i went with my elder bro n my aunt...many peepx tot my bro was lyk my boy..ahhah...i wish! i mean...if i were to find a partner...i wanna find sumone lyk my bro...hez understanding..pious..brainy...good looking...witty...haha...i juz dun want my partner to be as violent as my bro is...or as hot temperd...hahah...
guez datz d end of todayx blog peepx..haha...btw 3e2's dance floor was a success!!! 3e2 ROX!!! hahah...i bettr get goin now...wanna chat wif my dearez ah kong...haha...sayonara!
