"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Friday, July 22, 2005
-i noe y-
feeling so tird n dizzy ryt now...been feelin lyk vomittn bt well...nutinks out yet..haha..had a HORRIBLE nyt ystrdae...kpt tossing n turnin...had horrid dreams...n suddenly woke up crying...haix...wadz wrong wif me???
i guez i finally noe y he chose her...from wad i figurd...itz mainly coz of 2 tinks... i have no tym to provide for anyone..i can hardly provide for myself...let alone my family...& i cannot offer him a relatonshp...she myt disagree n say dat shez more carng...etc...bt wad da heck? i dun reli blame him...itz my fault i cant provide da 2 tinkz ryt? n datz wad he wants from me...haha...i nvr did gave him d tym or moz probably d caer she gvs him...bt well...we had diff family backgrds...n it wun work nweix...sumhow...im still not exactly willing to regain da fwenshp back...wif da both of em...haix...
