"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Saturday, July 02, 2005
hiax.
[part 3]
aight...my last part for today...haha...
gonna tok abt today...ncc n council...wic sumz up everitink...today started out wit NCC day n d parade..me receivng d best trainee award 4 alpha 2...hooray! n juz found out dat im P.S (platoon sargeant) for part B...juz wad i wantd...bt d ppl i was work wit...wa not exactly those i dreamd off...bt well...hope i can still work with her...even aft d endless quarells during d Unit camp...today was fun in a wae...we sabo d part d..mixed telur...tepung...orange syrup n water togeda...n voila...u get a stinking n strg smell of smelly egg...sumhow..even tho it want plannd i got in n came out smelly...haha....tho me n bas were not xactly happy coz we were not informd of anitink...i had a n OK dae...sumtymx i juz fil dat it wun even make a diff if we were to cum 4 training or not...nobodi cares! haix...
so den..d council...hiax...shu hui wantz to quit...n me n mr ong cant do notink abt it...haix...she juz DOESNT want...haiix...i treat d LCDJ as a family n i'd break dwn if anitink happnd...haix..wasted coz we juz lost a gr8 leader n exeptionally talend one too...haix...He lookd so dissapointd wen he left d rehearsal ydtrdae...it made me fil real dwn...coz i noe d strain is gettng to him...wad with being bz n all dat...i fil so bad...hez at d pt of juz losing it n i totali undrstd coz i went thru dat...bt overcame it togeda with d xco... haix...councilors! cant u b more commitd?? hiax...i felt dat i let him DOWN.. haix................................