"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Saturday, July 02, 2005
haha...cant believe im ektuali writing 4 posts in an hr....well...derez juz so much goin on...i was msgng dat lil'boi ystrdae...n i was lyk sayng...wen he smiles...he looks reli kiute...n itz true! haha...n he was lyk sayng wen i smile i look preety... puh-leese lah! hahaha....sumtymz i juz dream...if oni...he was older...n had a CLEANER character..i tink..................................hahahah.......we shldnt tok abt d impossible ryt...so...letx juz leave it to dat...
nweiz...ystrdae was msgng him...n b4 i slept i sent him diz msg abt a word to describe me....n he chose snow...wic meanz...e 1 u most....go figure! hahahahahaa......
haix...here cumz the complicatng part again...d part abt ______....haix...i juz dun get it....y muz be angry at me for not accepting....haha...mayb more of dissapoinmnt...haix...im sorry! bt i msg othrz n not u coz as i said...i cant offr more den fwenshp...coz i noe u want more...itz juz so hard 4 me to msg u lyddat without actng as if i was _____...haix...i noe it hurts u...bt...derez nutink i can do...i wanna be fwenz oni...mayb juz avoidng each othr will do 4 now...dat wae...we both wun hurt...haix...
*i wish upon a shooting star* 'dat everitnk will be alryt...haix.....
