"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Friday, June 10, 2005
alOne
haix...flirt? is dat wad ppl have been calling me behind my back??? haix... i mean if u wanna kol me such names...sae it in my bloody face man....hmph! cowardice! i mean itz not my bloody fault e guiz juz seem to have feelings for me...wad do u want me to do???? ignore dem?....haix....i simply hate idiots dat kol me names behind my back...i dun call othrs names behind their backs...haix...i fil so helpless....juz fil lyk bursting into tears...itz not as if i reli care wad ppl kol but...it hurts coz i have no intention of juz playng ard wif guiz hearts....i would NEVER do dat! coz i noe how it fils lyk to be toyd ard...n i wun do dat to othrs....d pain n hurt is unbearable... haix...itz hard to belive barely 10 minutes ago i was happy.....for once....i was ektuali feeling hapi wif my lyf...but now...as usual...everitink cumz tumbling down....haix...if i evr find out hu did it...im soo gonna blow over d top!!!! urgh! i juz fil sooo fed up....i mean y cant u freaks juz leave me alone....n let me fil conttntd wi my lyf? i mean...do u ektuali tink i dun fil bad sumtymz....haix... im tryng soo hard to make my lyf juz normal again... haish...i dun even noe y im filing d strain....mayb itz coz....im juz so alone...despite bein ard so many ppl...im alone...no longr have any arms ard me to hold me tyt n sae everitinks all ryt....im soooo alone..... -outx-
