"I have not failed, I just found 10,000 ways that won't work"
-Thomas Edison
Saturday, May 21, 2005
gOsH!!
woah! u wun believe hu i saw juz now!!!! haix...it hurtz soo much despite d 2 yrz of not seeing him or keeping in touch...haix....i actually shed a tear...it all started wen..... I was on d wae home from nCc.. wit cha..we wantd to see the cisco shooting down the crowz opp skul...bt dat was before i sawHIM...haix...i tot it was juz a diff gui since as far as i noe...hez living in eunos area...y d hell wld he cum to jyss area ryt? den cha saw oso n we rushd to confirm n as predictd...it was true! haix...i didnt get to see hiz face bt i reli wantd to juz smile at him...bt didnt get to coz i cant possibly lyk walk past him alone ryt...i mean wad if he gave me a nasty xpression or wadeva...i mean we were after all not on gud termzz.. haix...dere seem to be so much of me sighing huh today? i guez itz coz datz d oni wae to xpress how i feel now...all d old forces of attraction came back to me wen i saw him...y cant i juz 4gt abt everitink lyk i did for the past 2 yearz??? i manged to move on...etc...y now??? mayb itz coz hez my first love...d first gui dat hurt me sooo deep... i vowd never to let anothr gui hurt me again...mayb datz y i seem to be breaking d heartz of othrz...haixx...d old flames juz seem to rise ya noe...bt well...dat evening cld be d last tym i saw him...as if fate wld lead me to seeing him again...haixx... i wun sae dat i luvd him d moz outta all d guiz in my life bt hez definitely d special one dat will remain etchd in diz aching heart...
